Well, i wanted to start updating since im moving to taiwan , and i want to remember everything .Not sure when exactly when we're moving , soonest next january and the longest around the summer of 09 .I'm going to miss everything and everyone D:
When i first found out i was moving , maaannn , i was depressed ! I remember, ever single night i would just lay there listening to my ipod (mainly big bang ;) and cry myself to sleep. i couldnt help it much either though i was really upset. At school too i would blank out and go emo . some drama happened ,and i totally lost it on friday. people asked me why i was crying, but i couldnt really explain. i never said too clearly the reason , but it was mostly a mixed depression. Let's say, there was this bridge, it was already had a lot of weight on it and was about to break, && then someone stepped on it, and the bridge broke. Wow, that was a pretty bad metaphor, but i think you can understand :P
After like a whole week of being super depressed, & crying myself to sleep everynight i think i seemed to calm myself down :/ Of course my friends helped a lot . which reminded me , thanks lucas for cheering me up :) &&the rest you know who you are , i love you guys ;) i promised i would be back to my miss sunshine, and i guess i recovered fully like lets say yesterday ish ? ;) I'm not exactly 100% perfectly well though , i still cry a bit at night. oh well, im still recovering guys, keeping everything cool will make it better :P
So since im moving i want to hang out as much as possible :P Mmm, well that reminds me , yesterday was pretty fun ! i went to newpark with lucas, stephanie , shane ,and daniel liem :) we went mainly to take photomag pics . LMAO , shane was totally goofing off, it was hilarious x] he was making like weird poses and expression , but iwas pretty shocked ,when the pictures came out he was smiling normally ahaha . we were planning to match like blue & white ,but in the end we all totally didnt match at all =_______=;; ,but its okay ! we still looked cool together :) ahaha, shane bought a women dress shirt and wore it in the pictures x] we saw a bunch of horner ppl too ! mmm, the frozen yogurt was good ! :D Well, im passing pictures out on monday !
ahaha, a picture of us while we were waiting fer a looong time :P ahaha lucas slaps daniel ! hehe :)
Thats it fer noow ppl .
ill update this as much as possible :)
byeeeee !
